Asymmetrical Affection
Writing seems stupid right now, I'm preoccupied, About a girl, I can't seem to let go, Right now, Or at all, Ever, Maybe? I don't really know, I know I screwed up, And at the same time, My only fault, Was being excited, I feel stupid, I probably am stupid, But it's the only thing that makes any goddamn sense lately, Which is a lot, And that's stupid too, Since there's practically nothing going on, You still have me cardiac arrested, Playing rebel in my ventricles, Without even trying, I still refuse to apologize for all of, This, You're not fat, You're fucking beautiful, You're crazy, But I obviously like that, You make me feel stupid and nervous, And I probably am more than I am willing to admit, I don't know what to do, My brain won't shut up, My heart won't stop hurting, I wish they'd stop, I wish I could stop, Because at this point, Trying to figure it out, Is confusing, And hurts, Because I can&#